Sunday, September 28, 2008

HOPE

It’s dark, overcast –
A gloomy night approaches
Like a monster on tiptoe
To engulf the fading day.

A hypocritical city stares
From behind the neon signs.
And restaurants bustling with people
Who do not know who they are.
It is futile to try and open their eyes.
They are lost in a maze of desire.
Afraid of getting caught
And living in a world of masquerades
Pretending to laugh and cry.
It is all just a useless charade.

Silhouettes passing by on the endless road.
I stare at the dark hour
Waiting for an angel to rescue me
With her grace, glory and power.
It is hopeless to be hopeful
Standing on a razor’s edge.
Living in an age of betrayal and deceit
The hearts of people we cannot gauge.

Suddenly the darkness flickers.
A ray of hope touches my soul.
It kindles a burnt out flame
And lights up the path to my goal.
It is not the end that I desire.
Just the feeling of treading the road
That pleases me and haunts me
And helps me unwind the miseries
Of the life that looks upon me
From behind my back and mockingly says,
“You do not know what you have done,
You will repent one day.”

But the temptation is too strong to avoid
For it promises freedom from this world.
A refuge from hypocrisy and disbelief.
An oasis or a mirage I know not,
But I run after the faint glow
That grows brighter each day.
Hoping it will never burn out
For it is my last hope of deliverance.



The Pessimist


I am too repulsive and odious,
No wonder people don’t like me.
Darkness engulfs my existence...
Forgotten hopes and blurred dreams
Haunt my sleep and keep me awake.
No wonder people don’t like me.


May be I’m too much a pessimist
Always expecting the worst from life.
I am too strange for the people around:
They think I’m but a wasted entity
Trapped eternally in the quagmires of fate.
No wonder people don’t like me.


I blame no one for my pain.
Realising I have no qualities to speak of
And choosing to remain what I am,
Staying away from life is the best way
To indulge in my grief and waste away.
No wonder people don’t like me.


When all lights go dim and darkness falls,
When this life is too much to bear,
When people leave me standing alone to pine,
Death will be my friend and guide
For none is odious and repulsive to Him
And Death loves most who have no hope...





SEA OF TIME

The morning shines
How the church bell chimes
My love waits
At Fortune's gates

Together we'll walk
And for hours we'll talk
Each day I'll love you more
Hand in hand walk down the shore

But the sea of time
You just can't bet a dime
When it washes the shore
Or ebb away for ever more

It will be evening soon
And I wait for the moon
But the sky is overcast
All hopes breathe their last

With darkness all around
And the love I haven't found
Now I just can't carry on
It was an illusion

But the sea of time
You just can't bet a dime
When it washes the shore
Or ebb away for ever more